salam bazam alan 1 sal az akharin harfam gozashte va kheili chiza avaz shode,dige mitoonam hessabi drorostar harf bezanam!taze ie khaharam daram ke kheili ghashange!!!!
esmesh AVA khanoome,iani man khanoomam behesh ezafe kardam,chon az ghadim migan KISHMISH DOM DARE!!!
bazi vaghta ie fesharaiee behesh midam,khob lazeme dige!hatman salaheshe!!!!!!!



kheili bazi vaghta eshme miad,amma zendegimoon shabihe pastil khoshmaze tar shode az vaghti in khanoome omade,inja 2mahesh boode faghat,alan 8 maheshe!







iebar ie toot gozashtam daianesh!khoobe barash,amma mamanam kheili midoieed!in bozorga kheili ham nemifahman!!
taghriban ziad dooosesh darama ,amma bazi vaghta ziadtar mishe,bazi vaghta Luddaro tarjih midam!!valla...

bebinin ghaza bokhorin amma dorost! iani shoolooghi nakonin hei sheitoonio bekesh makesh!!!

manam avalash hei tamiz nemikhordam amma zodi iad gereftam!

in akie!alex doste dorane bachegim!

alanam tamaloke 1 salegime,akiam davat kardam chon sham nadide bood tahala!!!

manam nadide boodam,amma aki kamtar nadide bood! kheili ham tajob karde bood ke man ham paloosham ham roo keikam!

man khodam tajob nakardam chon karaie mamanam ina hesab ketab ke nadare!

amma khosh gozasht,albate age in aki iekam khosh akhlaghtar bood behta

ram mishod,hala ghol mide tavalode 100 salegim behtar beshe!

fekr kon ke az khab pashodi,omadi neshasti ke iekami esterahate bade khab koni!

dari fekr mikoni?khoobe

bad mibini ke baz in chiz jalebe jelot zaher mishe,aslan havaset hanooz nist ke kar tamoome,chilik!

baraie hezaromin dafe

albate khosh tipie hezar dardo maraz!

maman ke nashnid?!!!!!

mikhai bedooni araghgiramo az koja kharidam?

az biroon!

khoda hefzet kone mard!in haj aghas,mano in marde mehraboon ba ham kolli harf dashtim chon har 3tamoon kheili pahlevoonim!! mano haji dige!

albate haji az man iekam bozorgtare!ham ghaddan ham sennan! fekr konam ie 5-8 taiee bozorgtar bashe,

amma naze mashalla

mehraboone,dastasham bozorge,midoonam ke nemizare hikchi mano azat kone!

ie hapoo ham dasht,ke mio mio mikone,man fesharesh dadam ke albate khoshesh naiomad iekam nazokdel bood iani hamoon loos!

midooni haj agha man doa mikonam ke shomaro hamishe bebinam,akhe iejooraiee kheili be delam neshastin,makhsoosan vaghti eidimo dadin didam ke che marde fahmideiee tashrif AVORDIN! ino maman iad dade,

hamishe vaghti az in mive khoba mikhori ie dastmal ham kenare dastet bezar,

chera?to bezar badan mifahmi.

ma hamishe bahara mirim iran,zire derakhte ghashang aks mindazim,albate emsal avalin bari bood ke 3taiee boodim!

sale dige ham haminjoore shaiad chandta beshin,iani chandta bishtar az in chand ta ke hastim,

albate in daste man nist,mamanamo babam midoonan ke chejoori,

cheshmo gooshet dare baz mishe bala!

boro bekhab bebinam

inja irane ke rafte boodim,shahre mamanam ina,albate male khodeshoon nist!

khodam lebasamo entekhab kardam ke beram eid bazi khooneie bastegan!!!!!!

bastegan oonja kheili jaleban ,harki har chi betoone mizare dahane adam!badam man sari ghort midam ke maman narese bad ke kar az kar gozasht az maman miporsan eshkal nadasht ke?oo zane bad bakht ham chi bege hame chizo mirize to delesh.

amma be man ke bad nemigzare!kheili ham khoshhal misham ke hame enghadr fozoolan.

khoshmazas akhe.

nemidoonam ta hala in mivaro khordin,holoo ro migam!banafshe!

kheili khoshmazas lasehato bekesh behesh bebin che ehsasie,agaram ie tikash kande shod aslan natars!ghortesh bede,iekam ab too cheshmat jam mishe ke in 2ta khoobi dare:8-inke hame midoan tarafet iani jalbe tavajo mishe 3-inke khoshmazas beharhal.

shemordanam toie iran iekam behtar shod,hame chiz ba tamrin khoob mishe!

moshkelate nasle alan ineke khodeshoonam nemidoonan chian?masalan man alan vaghean be komak ehtiaj daram,albate pedar madaram ehtiaj daran,vagane man ke midoonam khodam ie pesare gole shoonbool talaiee hastam(ino manisho nemidoonam mamanam gofte),amma mamanam mire baraie nemidoonam ie dokhtari dastkesh mikhare mizare sare man ke aks begire!

in doros nist,chon man khosham miad eshtebahi,bad mikhandam bad hame fekr mikonan ke man dokhtaram!

che bem miar in dastkesh abie!mashalla

migan dooste bad!adam baiad kheili movazeb bashe!iedafe miofti to dam!kheili bad mishe ha!

chi?man ke enghadr khoob midoonam khodam chera oonjam?????

inja takhtameha!age inja nabasham pas biam roo sare shoma bekhabam khoda nakarde?

maman oon mamaro rad kon biad bi zahmat!

hala lebasaie khobemoono beposhim ,aks begirim,kadohamoono hei zire oon derakht negah konim, delemoon lak bezane ke iekisho bokonim toie dahanemoon bebinim che mazeiee, booie atr bedim,aks begirimo goftam? behar hal man migam ieki bedade oon tootie badbakht berese ke toie fere dare misooze!
ke hei sare ghaza majboor nashin begin ,kheili khoob shode dastetoon dard nakone! 10 barrrrrrrrrrrrr




man ke khodamam shbe eidi poshto roomo ghati kardam valla, lebasaie ajib tane adam mikonan adam ehsase ghorbat mikone!






ajab havaie tarikie! fekr nakonam mano be ja biarin!
manam be ja nemiaram! shoma ro nemigam khodamo!
faghat khoobish ineke kasi adamo nemibine!




azize man be man negah kon,in alex bazi vaghta mesle doorbin nadideha hei be doorbin negah mikone! bazi vaghta delam mikhad bokhoramesh googoolie fesghelio akhe az man 9 rooooooooooz koochiktare,kheili delesh mikhad ke oonam mesle man bozorg bashe badam aghelam taze bashe!!
oon avalin dooste mane toie in donia,iani avalini ke mesle man saro seda dare,oon doostaie avvalam faghat be adam negah mikonan!mesle bozzzzzz

vaghti mishinio ba khodet fekr mikoni, albate age iejaiee mesle inike man neshastam beshini ziad fekret kar nemikone,iani baiad bishtar az harchizi be in fekr koni ke chejoori az in batlaghe khosh rang biroon biai,chon adam har chi tekoon bokhore bishtar foroo mire,manam chon ino midoonam tekon nemikhoram, hala bezar hezarta aks begiran belakhare khodeshoon khaste mishan dige!
bade ke adam bozorga baraie adam tasmim begiran,aslan nemizaran adam be chizaie aslie zendegish fekr kone!


fekr ke nemishe bokoni,miai karaie aghab moondato anjam bedi bazam saro kalleie maman peida mishe,nana to negahesh dar man aks migiram!!!!
che khodeshoonam khosheshoon miad,hala manam hezar fekro khial baraie karam,agaram chizi begam ke az tajob shaiad sekte konan!!!!
chera?khob chon man ke hanooz harf naioftadam,to ham nistia!!!!


dige fekr mikonam ke enghadr ba aghl shodam ke betoonam befahmam chi baram khoobe chi bad!
oon ghazahaiee ke maman mide behem chon mazeie hichi midan( man hamash dahanam pore hichie midoonam ke che mazeieeie!) aslan baraie man khoob nistan,oonaro bedin hamoon alex doostam ke kheili behesh michasbe!
man az in ghazahe khosham miad va age maman poshbagho vel kone midoonam chi kar konam,velesh kon....semej!

man migam harfe hesabo baiad ghabool kard! chera mirin ie farshi mikharin bad az hamoon parche ham midin vase man lebas bedoozan! hame chiz ke nemitoone be ham biad!!!! hala age man gerie kardam khastin biain be dadam beresin chi? age mano peida nakardin chi?akhe moshkelate adam ieki panjta ke nist,baz adadaro daram ghati mikonam!





hala in chiza bazam hal shodanie moshkelate bozorgtari ro in mamana ia babaha bevojood miaram ke dige nemishe bakhshideshoon,khob chera mano in shekli kardi heiam aks mindazi oon noore ke jalebam hast(ta haddi) ham ke base cheshmam heife?nemidoonam inja che kalameiee baiad estefade konam....
amma injoori ham iekami bamanakim ziad shode. chand rooz pisha maman ashkash mirikht migoft hikchi base man SAM nemishe ,are dige ke har balaiee mikhain saram biarin,amma vaghti kheili ham asabani misham oon babah shirinaro ke behem midan akhlaghab khoob mishe,amma na inke shikamoham ha!!!!na! ghande khoonam miofte paieen.....

belakhare iezare lopppp ke baiad adam dashte bashe,badam har ki be babash chasbid ke esmesh KUALA nist.
badam khob KUALAHA hahahahhahaaa ham adaman dige!del daran.
age nemifahmin man chi migam moshkele khodetoone chon man shiramam tazegi khordam,zehnam baze baze....





ie sheri hast fekr konam khodam goftam ke mige: iani migam:
man che sabzam emrooz
va che andaze tanam hoshiar ast
hala agaram khodam nagoftam ke bazam sabzam,chon maman mige lebasam sabze vagarne man ino sabz nemigam migam sooratie maiel be talaiee ,kheili khoshrange!!!!!